Renovating a house is overwhelming... even if you're not the one doing the manual labor. It is a weekly (sometimes daily!) exercise in optimism to focus on the progress instead of on what still needs to be done or the mess created by the progress.
Let's take today for example... when I got home from work I was hungry (never a good time for me!) and feeling a bit overwhelmed by some future challenges my boss had just talked to me about. Yes, slightly bad attitude already. And with that pessimism I find myself focusing on the ugly pile of aluminum siding in our back yard (waiting to be taken to the Iron & Metal Recyclers), the dirt that was tracked into my house (even though I just cleaned the floors 2 days ago) and the DUST (which seems to conspiratorially hang in the air until while I clean the house... only the settle moments after I finish). Also, I had thought our new front door was being installed today, but it wasn't, and I was discouraged about that. I know there's a light at the end of the tunnel, but without the light anywhere in view it's easy to be overwhelmed.
However, in an effort to remain positive, here are the good things that happened this week. The clapboard siding has been removed from the front of the house on the 1st level... only a small triangle of clapboard remains! Our living room has been gutted, except for the final layer of ceiling. (I believe we had 3 layers of ceiling in that room.) The wooden frames for our windows in the front of the house are complete, and both were installed today. And after the two front windows were installed today, ALL of the windows in our house are new and energy efficient!
God, help me focus on the blessings!